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Date: 2022-09-01 06:20 pm (UTC)
epistemological: (down to the left)
From: [personal profile] epistemological
"I mean, I could. Perhaps- perhaps I even should. He.. practically gave himself up to the Lonely for me. It was- it was for me, for all that I hated it."

Date: 2022-09-01 06:44 pm (UTC)
epistemological: (down)
From: [personal profile] epistemological
A breath out as he winces.

"I did. Regardless of what I thought, I did."

He swallows.

"And he'd... he'd probably forgive me that too."

Date: 2022-09-01 07:44 pm (UTC)
epistemological: (back of neck rub)
From: [personal profile] epistemological
There's just a nod, though it's obvious Jon's barely able to breathe at the thought. Martin is-

He loves Martin.

He. loves. Martin.

...but he'll be damned if he'll hurt him anymore. Or make him watch as Jon loses his bloody mind out of boredom and grows bitter. The idea of snapping at him again like he used to makes his empty stomach clench.

"I... I hope he'll allow for friendship. I'd understand if he didn't."

Date: 2022-09-01 08:01 pm (UTC)
epistemological: (mustache: down soft)
From: [personal profile] epistemological
He nods again.

"I know."

A breath out.

"He'll be happy. I know he will be. Not- not at first. But he's- he's lovely. Always has been. I'm the one that had to pull my head out of my arse.

"He'll be fine. Better if it's without me."

Date: 2022-09-01 10:54 pm (UTC)
epistemological: (Default)
From: [personal profile] epistemological
"...does it tell you how ready I am for that that I'm already considering a mustache?"

He's already starting to feel ill about this.

Date: 2022-09-01 11:03 pm (UTC)
epistemological: (focused on work)
From: [personal profile] epistemological
"I get the sinking suspicion that you'd support me through the most horrendous decisions," he says mildly. And then he's leaning a little, eyes closed.

He's already hurting. But he's made the decision.

Date: 2022-09-01 11:28 pm (UTC)
epistemological: (laying out)
From: [personal profile] epistemological
Much more quietly.

"All right."

He... kind of wants to rest now. Even aside from losing at Mario Kart.

Date: 2022-09-01 11:38 pm (UTC)
epistemological: (laying out)
From: [personal profile] epistemological
"Ha ha," he murmurs as he leans up against Jacobi. He's smaller, now. He'd gotten some muscle and some bulk from being in the Flotilla, from being a pirate. His death has taken that all away. He's thinner now, fed like he'd claimed, but thinner.

Date: 2022-09-02 12:02 am (UTC)
epistemological: (Default)
From: [personal profile] epistemological
"Not even worth making a pass at, I see..."

And he's starting to fade.

Date: 2022-09-02 12:10 am (UTC)
epistemological: (down)
From: [personal profile] epistemological
"...probably for the best as I'm ... Clearly a wanton-"

Which is when he drops off, exhausted by all of it. And finally somewhere safe.

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