Oh. Oh this is where it gets- well, he's not sure how Jacobi will take this. He's not sure about telling Tim, given where his mind is at.
"I" And he can lie to himself, talk about all of his intentions with Daniel, for Gonou, even Xie Lian. But after a few days on the oars- "I... gave up, frankly. That ship didn't allow for graduates to, um, to stay on for their own deals. Once you'd served your time, that was it. And I... that meant that the best course of action for me was, um..."
He glances towards Jacobi and he knows he'll have to make this quick.
"I thought about asking someone to kill me. P-permanently, as it worked there." He hastens along so that Jacobi doesn't think he offed himself. "Un-until I met someone." And he can't help that his lips actually tick up in a bit of a smile.
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timeasmymeasure
cw for suicidal ideation
Date: 2022-08-25 11:56 pm (UTC)"I" And he can lie to himself, talk about all of his intentions with Daniel, for Gonou, even Xie Lian. But after a few days on the oars- "I... gave up, frankly. That ship didn't allow for graduates to, um, to stay on for their own deals. Once you'd served your time, that was it. And I... that meant that the best course of action for me was, um..."
He glances towards Jacobi and he knows he'll have to make this quick.
"I thought about asking someone to kill me. P-permanently, as it worked there." He hastens along so that Jacobi doesn't think he offed himself. "Un-until I met someone." And he can't help that his lips actually tick up in a bit of a smile.