And that right there? "I'm annoyed that blah blah blah-" That's one of the things I'm working on. Just straight up saying what I'm feeling like anyone gives a shit. Weird.
Do you know what I did when shit went bad at home? I focused on my job. The mission. I had an objective and I carried it out. The world could cave in around me and I wouldn't care because there was something in front of me.
Without that?
Yeah, I'm a goddamn nightmare. So is it healthy? No. But it's what I have right now. And I have a mission. I have an objective. So when I get out of here and they rip me apart six ways from Sunday? I'll at least have my mission.
Speaking of, I have three minutes left. So if you want to continue this, it will have to be at next break.
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Date: 2021-08-17 03:52 pm (UTC)Do you know what I did when shit went bad at home? I focused on my job. The mission. I had an objective and I carried it out. The world could cave in around me and I wouldn't care because there was something in front of me.
Without that?
Yeah, I'm a goddamn nightmare. So is it healthy? No. But it's what I have right now. And I have a mission. I have an objective. So when I get out of here and they rip me apart six ways from Sunday? I'll at least have my mission.
Speaking of, I have three minutes left. So if you want to continue this, it will have to be at next break.