I just thought, for a little while, that everything would work out. Everything was good. I had honest-to-god friends. Me! Mr. Personable.
And there was actually someone willing to help me. Someone I didn't immediately hate.
Hoenstly, it was just a game for a while with Connor. I wanted to see what I could do. What I could get away with. Just a project to keep occupied. A shitty one, I'll admit. But hey. I'm not a saint.
And then it all blew up when Hange left. And everything forward seemed so goddamn bleak. So I thought I'd just blow it out of the water and they'd all hate me and make me leave somehow.
![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
timeasmymeasure
no subject
Date: 2021-08-17 03:22 pm (UTC)I just thought, for a little while, that everything would work out. Everything was good. I had honest-to-god friends. Me! Mr. Personable.
And there was actually someone willing to help me. Someone I didn't immediately hate.
Hoenstly, it was just a game for a while with Connor. I wanted to see what I could do. What I could get away with. Just a project to keep occupied. A shitty one, I'll admit. But hey. I'm not a saint.
And then it all blew up when Hange left. And everything forward seemed so goddamn bleak. So I thought I'd just blow it out of the water and they'd all hate me and make me leave somehow.
Like they tried to do with you.