I’ll put it in small words so we’re perfectly clear:
If I leave? It’s to wait for you. Until you have your shit together.
Until I know that Maxwell would be safe around you. I am not putting in the work of getting her back only for you to lose your shit at getting exactly what you wanted and blowing it up because you don’t know how to be happy and you don’t feel like you deserve it.
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Date: 2021-08-16 07:43 pm (UTC)If I leave? It’s to wait for you. Until you have your shit together.
Until I know that Maxwell would be safe around you. I am not putting in the work of getting her back only for you to lose your shit at getting exactly what you wanted and blowing it up because you don’t know how to be happy and you don’t feel like you deserve it.
So while you’ve got literally nothing else to do?
Figure it out. Like a goddamn adult.