Or are we both just a means to make you feel less alone?
After all, you turned a gun on me during an active mission. And you just violated the hell out of everything she ever worked for. We both trusted you, believed in you, and look at how you used that trust.
Were we just convenient monsters, Jacobi? Is that what it is? Is that what this is about?
Do you even love either of us, or do you just love the idea that someone loved you?
It sure as fuck feels like the latter. And it’s going to take more than a piss poor ‘excuse’ to make me believe otherwise.
That’s where I am right now. That’s why it’s pointless.
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timeasmymeasure
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Date: 2021-08-16 06:03 pm (UTC)Good to know.
Or are we both just a means to make you feel less alone?
After all, you turned a gun on me during an active mission. And you just violated the hell out of everything she ever worked for. We both trusted you, believed in you, and look at how you used that trust.
Were we just convenient monsters, Jacobi? Is that what it is? Is that what this is about?
Do you even love either of us, or do you just love the idea that someone loved you?
It sure as fuck feels like the latter. And it’s going to take more than a piss poor ‘excuse’ to make me believe otherwise.
That’s where I am right now. That’s why it’s pointless.