"...I have actually noticed that, yes," he says with a snort that he regrets immediately. Bloody death toll. Stupid bloody shot to the head.

"But, um, once we... Once we cleared things up a bit, once I explained and he... well, I more 'read' him than anything. But after that, he was- he sort of took... Took hold of me. Took... Responsibility for me. Wanted to look after me and felt as if- well, as if I was a bit of luck. I... made things better for him, not worse. And he was- he was very gentle, but just with me."