He slams the oven mitt onto the counter. "Do you think I like seeing it every time? Do you think I just enjoyed seeing you throw yourself into it? Every time you took a bullet or shrapnel for me or Maxwell or yanked us back or any of it, do you think I liked it? Do you think I didn't want to say 'hey, this kills me a little bit?' Well, guess what, asshole, I can say it now. I can be angry at you now. I don't have to swallow it down and say 'welp, that's just the colonel, doing what he does best.'"