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He reaches under the blanket to take his hand.
"You know, I say go for it. I might be biased, though."
"You know, I say go for it. I might be biased, though."
"I get the sinking suspicion that you'd support me through the most horrendous decisions," he says mildly. And then he's leaning a little, eyes closed.
He's already hurting. But he's made the decision.
He's already hurting. But he's made the decision.
"God no. But the looks? Sure. Whatever. If you can get it past Tim, then I guess it's fine," he says with a hesitant smile as Jon leans on him.
"Alright, I'm going to kidnap you now."
"Alright, I'm going to kidnap you now."
Much more quietly.
"All right."
He... kind of wants to rest now. Even aside from losing at Mario Kart.
"All right."
He... kind of wants to rest now. Even aside from losing at Mario Kart.
And Jacobi, who spent his time on Clipper not losing any of his strength, slides his hands around Jon and just picks him up bridal-style. He might be on the short side, but Jon is not difficult to maneuver.
"Alright, darling. Across the threshold. To the bed."
"Alright, darling. Across the threshold. To the bed."
"Ha ha," he murmurs as he leans up against Jacobi. He's smaller, now. He'd gotten some muscle and some bulk from being in the Flotilla, from being a pirate. His death has taken that all away. He's thinner now, fed like he'd claimed, but thinner.
"I'll stay with you," he promises, tucking him into the bed gently. "But I'll be a perfect gentleman. Don't worry."
"Not even worth making a pass at, I see..."
And he's starting to fade.
And he's starting to fade.
"So terrible for you."
Jacobi will putter around a little in the room. Turning off lights, making sure cats aren't hiding somewhere. And then he's crawling into the bed with him, an arm around his side.
Jacobi will putter around a little in the room. Turning off lights, making sure cats aren't hiding somewhere. And then he's crawling into the bed with him, an arm around his side.
"...probably for the best as I'm ... Clearly a wanton-"
Which is when he drops off, exhausted by all of it. And finally somewhere safe.
Which is when he drops off, exhausted by all of it. And finally somewhere safe.
He's got one hand busy working him through it and eventually, down from it. But the other hand is stroking his skin where he can, softer than any of this has any business being.
"I always ache for it," he says easily enough as he smudges kisses here and there. "And... there's no shame in begging for that mouth. There's nothing better."
"I always ache for it," he says easily enough as he smudges kisses here and there. "And... there's no shame in begging for that mouth. There's nothing better."
Jacobi, my room's finally back, please come and get drunk with me.
Oh honey, having trouble in paradise?
[Yeah, he saw that shitshow with his inmate who wasn't even yet his inmate. But he's there in a few minutes, sprawling out on Tim's couch like he lives there. Because he kind of does.]
[Yeah, he saw that shitshow with his inmate who wasn't even yet his inmate. But he's there in a few minutes, sprawling out on Tim's couch like he lives there. Because he kind of does.]
[Jacobi is Tim's favourite room-mate and when he flops all over Tim's couch, Tim exits the kitchen a few seconds later.]
Yunlan, Ye Zun, Taylor and Zack all bothering me about a game plan. [He hands Jacobi a beer while he talks, as he rounds the couch to put the rest of a six-pack on the table and flop into the gap between his shins.] And Ulla updating me on Shen Wei being in Zero. And the man has less emotional awareness than you did when we met.
Yunlan, Ye Zun, Taylor and Zack all bothering me about a game plan. [He hands Jacobi a beer while he talks, as he rounds the couch to put the rest of a six-pack on the table and flop into the gap between his shins.] And Ulla updating me on Shen Wei being in Zero. And the man has less emotional awareness than you did when we met.
"Yeah, I've noticed that."
He doesn't have to be formally acquainted to have seen him. He had been in the library quite a bit.
He takes the glass and sits up so he doesn't drown himself trying to drink it.
"But I spent a week in Zero, separated from people for the whole week...except you idiots who snuck in, and forced to do homework on how to fix it after my tantrum. And I didn't even have a warden. What are they suggesting?"
He doesn't have to be formally acquainted to have seen him. He had been in the library quite a bit.
He takes the glass and sits up so he doesn't drown himself trying to drink it.
"But I spent a week in Zero, separated from people for the whole week...except you idiots who snuck in, and forced to do homework on how to fix it after my tantrum. And I didn't even have a warden. What are they suggesting?"
"Okay, first of all--" Then he pauses, and frowns. "Wait, shit, hold on."
Immediately he's back on his feet and taking his beer with him to the bedroom, but he's only gone for a brief moment to flick what sounds like a light switch - not that Jacobi will notice anything different when Tim comes back out and continues, "So I'm heading this off with--" and he slams back down, sitting leaned forward for Maximum Indignation "--you know I'm gonna put in a decent effort for him, because this is a fucking job and he's a bloody person who needs a bloody hand and I'm happy to give that, right?"
Immediately he's back on his feet and taking his beer with him to the bedroom, but he's only gone for a brief moment to flick what sounds like a light switch - not that Jacobi will notice anything different when Tim comes back out and continues, "So I'm heading this off with--" and he slams back down, sitting leaned forward for Maximum Indignation "--you know I'm gonna put in a decent effort for him, because this is a fucking job and he's a bloody person who needs a bloody hand and I'm happy to give that, right?"
Jacobi laughs at that, glancing back to the bedroom and then to him.
"Yeah, I do. Because I've seen you do it. Like...I'm the one who knows the shit you do for your people the most. Who is doubting you?"
"Yeah, I do. Because I've seen you do it. Like...I'm the one who knows the shit you do for your people the most. Who is doubting you?"
"No one yet, I just need to be a bitch about it," he says. "Because-- like, I didn't even get a chance to see Shen Wei, or say a bloody word to him edgeways, because suddenly his entire extended family is in my DMs telling me to be gentle with him because he got traumatised by Flotilla!"
He's being incredibly reductive and he knows it, which is why he turned the Zero switch on so any eavesdroppers can't get offended.
"At least Zack is trying to be forward-planning, but again, I hadn't even seen Shen Wei yet! I didn't even learn he was in fucking Zero until his brother told me- oh, yeah, they're fucking aliens."
He takes a long sip of his drink. Because fuck him, honestly.
He's being incredibly reductive and he knows it, which is why he turned the Zero switch on so any eavesdroppers can't get offended.
"At least Zack is trying to be forward-planning, but again, I hadn't even seen Shen Wei yet! I didn't even learn he was in fucking Zero until his brother told me- oh, yeah, they're fucking aliens."
He takes a long sip of his drink. Because fuck him, honestly.
Jacobi rolls his eyes a bit at the 'be gentle with him' part. That's not how Jacobi has ever operated and it's not what Tim has ever done with him, either.
"Jesus Christ," he mutters. "Must be nice to have a tantrum and then everyone run to your defense."
He might still be a bit salty at how a majority acted when he hurt someone unprovoked. Not that he blames them, but not many people gave a shit about his "fragile state."
"So you've got them wanting leniency after he tried to kill a dude. I mean, Sephiroth can get on people's nerves, so I kind of get it." He takes another drink. "Isn't this the reason Shen Wei got demoted? Killing someone?"
That seemed so long ago. Years, really. He had almost forgotten.
"Jesus Christ," he mutters. "Must be nice to have a tantrum and then everyone run to your defense."
He might still be a bit salty at how a majority acted when he hurt someone unprovoked. Not that he blames them, but not many people gave a shit about his "fragile state."
"So you've got them wanting leniency after he tried to kill a dude. I mean, Sephiroth can get on people's nerves, so I kind of get it." He takes another drink. "Isn't this the reason Shen Wei got demoted? Killing someone?"
That seemed so long ago. Years, really. He had almost forgotten.
"Yeah, I think it was Carol? Fuck, that was a while ago now. But apparently he did it right after he got out of jail there, which." He makes a face around his beer. "I'm just saying, I didn't see Rawne go and murder any bloody inmates when he got out late."
"Exactly," he says with a shrug. "And really? I'm disappointed in Taylor. She was so pissed off at me when I fucked with Blanky that she refused to talk to anyone I was associated with, including Warren, who she was close with. And she happily marched my ass to Zero when I was covered in bees."
He sighs. "I know everyone's emotional about it, but you know to step back from it. Seems cut and dry to me. Take away his means of hurting people until he can play nice, right?"
He sighs. "I know everyone's emotional about it, but you know to step back from it. Seems cut and dry to me. Take away his means of hurting people until he can play nice, right?"
Tim is definitely not telling Jacobi that Shen Wei hurt Taylor. But the temptation is very fucking real for a moment.
"Yeah, Ulla beat me to that, actually. She chimed in too, since she was technically his warden for a bit there. Limited him down to make sure he couldn't kill people, but she didn't take his powers away entirely. Refused to, actually, since Warren didn't do it for her."
He finishes off his drink in one long pull, and thuds the empty glass on the table. "At least Yunlan's got the grace to admit it's his own fucking fault that his being an absolute dumbass with Sephiroth is what upset Shen Wei. But the way they all came at me, you'd think I was his fucking permanent Warden. I have a file, Jacobi!" he stresses dramatically, flailing an arm in exaggerated outrate. "I had to make one, because that is how much bloody bullshit there is leading up to this nonsense!"
"Yeah, Ulla beat me to that, actually. She chimed in too, since she was technically his warden for a bit there. Limited him down to make sure he couldn't kill people, but she didn't take his powers away entirely. Refused to, actually, since Warren didn't do it for her."
He finishes off his drink in one long pull, and thuds the empty glass on the table. "At least Yunlan's got the grace to admit it's his own fucking fault that his being an absolute dumbass with Sephiroth is what upset Shen Wei. But the way they all came at me, you'd think I was his fucking permanent Warden. I have a file, Jacobi!" he stresses dramatically, flailing an arm in exaggerated outrate. "I had to make one, because that is how much bloody bullshit there is leading up to this nonsense!"
"Of course you did. This sounds like a novel of nonsense." Jacobi never really enjoyed untangling people's stories. It was nothing but endless tedium. Fortunately, Tim is much better at that than him.
He finishes his drink and stands up to refill his own glass.
"Also, for the record, Warren took a calculated risk with Ulla. I don't know if she realizes that. He had a long list of pros and cons in his head and determined that the ultimate outcome was that Ulla needed full trust right from the beginning. This guy? Who apparently no one thought to depower after he literally killed someone and got demoted? Has just proven unequivocally that he can't be trusted yet and has more work to do. Like at least read a self help book. I didn't get access to anything stronger than baking soda and vinegar for the same reason. Still, thank God
Ulla took some emergency actions."
He hops over the back of the couch with his drink and sits down beside Tim.
"So wait. Go back to the Yunlan part. How is it his fault?"
He finishes his drink and stands up to refill his own glass.
"Also, for the record, Warren took a calculated risk with Ulla. I don't know if she realizes that. He had a long list of pros and cons in his head and determined that the ultimate outcome was that Ulla needed full trust right from the beginning. This guy? Who apparently no one thought to depower after he literally killed someone and got demoted? Has just proven unequivocally that he can't be trusted yet and has more work to do. Like at least read a self help book. I didn't get access to anything stronger than baking soda and vinegar for the same reason. Still, thank God
Ulla took some emergency actions."
He hops over the back of the couch with his drink and sits down beside Tim.
"So wait. Go back to the Yunlan part. How is it his fault?"
"Oh, god," he mumbles, grabbing a fresh drink before he starts. "So Yunlan's permanent inmate is Sephiroth, right? Apparently he convinced Sephiroth to share his weird mutant blood with him for..." He shrugs both shoulders bodily. "Reasons, he didn't elaborate and I didn't care to ask. Only it turns out him, Zack and Cloud, some bullshit in the thing that makes them super-soldiers is seriously lethal for normal humans - like fucking Yunlan, and it started being symptomatic on the Clipper. He got it healed when we all got back, but when Shen Wei saw him, they got into an argument about it and Shen Wei decided to try killing Sephiroth over it."
"And Shen Wei and Yunlan are a thing, right? Huh."
He can sort of understand the sentiment. He knows his relationship with Warren borders on obsessive - an unhealthy amount of obsessive - sometimes. And when Warren did something fully stupid with Ulla and got hurt, Jacobi had been pissed for weeks. He still didn't murder anyone, but the sentiment was there.
"Still not Yunlan's fault, no matter how much forethought didn't go into a royally idiotic plan. And...how old is Shen Wei? If he's a weird alien thing?"
He can sort of understand the sentiment. He knows his relationship with Warren borders on obsessive - an unhealthy amount of obsessive - sometimes. And when Warren did something fully stupid with Ulla and got hurt, Jacobi had been pissed for weeks. He still didn't murder anyone, but the sentiment was there.
"Still not Yunlan's fault, no matter how much forethought didn't go into a royally idiotic plan. And...how old is Shen Wei? If he's a weird alien thing?"
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